I am writing this listening to a few of my favourite songs and, this writeup will go according to the song mood and what I feel while listening to it.
I am a fan of old Hindi songs as my parents listen to it every day and I eventually got used to it and started loving it.
Being a love child of my parents and growing up listening and watching love stories, I do believe in fairytales. I have realised that the real world doesn’t function that way, there are heartbreaks, there is unfaithfulness, there are sorrow and grief, but I still cannot stop myself from thinking and dreaming of my fairytale ending, about the time when I post a picture on Instagram with the caption, “Happily ever after”. All this might sound stupid or crazy to many people reading this but, that is how I want my love story to be, a few adventures, few light moments, silly fights! I want people to gossip about my love life and share stories about it. I am a bit(I think so) filmi.
I love my hair a lot I always wanted to try new things like a new haircut and coloring. My parents never let my hair grow until I revolted literally revolted and said ENOUGH. I always had this veg cut, where the salon aunty would trim my hair and sometimes when I would wear pants and a shirt, people confused me for a boy! But now, I have lengthy, dark and voluminous hair! *Drusti removing*. I flip my hair often I almost sprained my neck trying to get a perfect picture of my hair flip. One day I want to flaunt a black saree with metal jewelry and, I want my hair to grab all the attention.
Everybody has crushes right, I did have one! There was this guy who, I have no clue about. We used to travel on the same bus in the mornings every day, I don’t even know why I had a crush on him. Maybe it was just that teenage hormones or, that I grew up in a girls convent and having guy friends around was not so common. So he used to take the same bus, my friends and I would just look at him every five minutes then get down at our stop and act as nothing happened. It was like khel katam, natak bandh feels. Also, I have no idea if he even knows that species like my friends and I exist.
Letters! Handwritten letters are what I would die for, the idea of expressing your feelings and emotions in words, especially in the form of handwritten letters. I consider it more special because people put efforts into writing. After all, we get conscious about the sentences if they mean as same as our thoughts, handwriting if the other person would like it or understand it. I always wanted to write letters and send it to random addresses and wait for the replies. I will do it for sure!